Seeking truth 心的挣扎 (28) 我的上帝
My god


但 自 在 脱 就 却 不 这 已 浪 
是 由 蓝 了 像 无 愿 是 不 迹
无 一 蓝 线 一 处 归 一 属 天
目 一 的 的 支 归 还 群 于 涯
的 一 天 风 支 宿 一 忘 中 的
地 一 上 筝 一 的 一 却 国 中
飞 一 一 一 一 群 一 来 一 国
翔 一 一 一 一 体 一 处 一 人
不归人 (A person who will not return)




颂扬世界之神奇,灵魂之奥妙,造化之不可捉摸,或者感叹科学和人类智慧在大自然 面前的无力并不等于证明上帝之存在。

证明一个特定的科学理论的局限甚至错误(例如进化论),更不等于证明上帝就存在了。

事实上正相反,人类相比于造化越是无力,一个拟人化的上帝和神又怎么能够解决这些疑难呢?

上帝是一个涵义非常复杂的名词。人们将自己的希望、想象、不能理解和懂得的事情、灾难的解释和解脱、苦痛的安慰、对父母的情爱和对力量的依傍……组成了这个名词─上帝。在每一个人的思想和辞典中上帝的涵义是不完全相同的,取决于这个人的状态和教育。最常见的是,我对将来的希望,我死以后去天国的道路,我痛苦时精神上的安慰。不同人,在不同精神境界下,将自己最关心的要求,拟人化成一个无所不能的力量,在远处的神秘想象之中发著带有强烈民族特征和自我特征的圣光,这就是上帝。
如果人类懂得的知识愈多,人类控制自己的力量愈强,上帝的领域也就越来越小。古时候人们不懂得雷电,就认为这是上帝生气了。现在上帝已经与雷电没有关系了。不幸的是相对于宇宙,人是何其渺小,人类的探索和认识是不会有一个终结的,因此上帝总有地方可居住。人们不会看到上帝的领域小了,而只能看到上帝从一个地方搬到一个新的地方。今天的上帝已经搬到了宇宙大爆炸的领域中。
如果上帝与人类各占据可知和不可知的一方,那么这两个领域也是可以相安无事的。但是占据可知一方的人类总是想侵犯上帝的领域,自己变成上帝,例如佛陀,穆罕默德、基督、和中国的一些现代的活佛和气功师等等。

首先这里有些思路上的混乱,人们在思维中创造的无所不能,无所不在,开天辟地的至高力量,出现在人类自己之中。暂且不论在人类感觉之外的宇宙有多么深邃,就人类五官和思维可以了解的宇宙来说,地球和人类实在是沧海之一粟。我们不知道地球之外还有多少高级文明和完全不同于人类的高级生命存在,如果这个无穷大的上帝变成地球上的一员,这实在是对上帝的最大玷污。

其次,这些自称为上帝的人们,所说的话,所想的事,不但充满了地球上人类的特征,而且还带有他们生存的那个时代和地区的特征,例如那些气功师的思维方法和话语纯属中国共产党统治下臣民的范畴,既没有基督对人世罪孽置外的悲痛,也没有那些老佛师将人类的利欲,权力和金钱看透的超脱。

至于这些地球上的上帝用来证明他们法力的故事,诸如瓶中取物、水面飘人、治疗绝症、分身术、等等实在表明人类上帝的想象力是如此贫乏,而无法超越人间的哗众取宠。这犹如一个国王玩弄魔术戏法等雕虫小技来证明他具有无上权力一样可笑。

如果上帝存在的话,我们很难用我们的语言或者想象力去描绘他的大能。如果一定要想象的话,你可以到大海边去站著,听海浪低沉有力的声音,看那无边无际的海浪澎湃。在它的前面,不但你自己很渺小,就连那些世界举重冠军,或者毛泽东、希特勒、拿破伦、爱因斯坦、或者古今中外的人类上帝也都很渺小。如果将他们扔到暴风雨的大洋中的话,都会被这些海浪吞没。他们的力量只是在于善于鼓动或强迫人类接受他们的思想、学说、然后靠人类去实现。在大海面前他们与我们一样渺小。

可是这个在人面前威力无比的大海,在上帝面前等于零。

作为人类中谦卑的一员,我愿意相信在人类之外, 有一个威严、 慈爱、无所不能的父亲在时刻注视著我们, 但是我不会接受人类中的任何一员自称上帝或者上帝的信使。
























Praising greatness of the world, sighing at the life and soul not understandable, or recognizing the inability of human intelligence were not identical to prove existences of God.
Proved limitation even mistaken for a particular scientific theory(such as evolution), was also not equal to prove God have existed.

In contrary, comparing to the universe, the human is more incapable, how can an anthropomorphic God solve these human problems?

God is an implication extremely complex term. The human put their hope, their imagination, their confusion, the interpretation of disaster, the relief of pain, the relies and loves they lost from passed away parents and the strength required when they feel weak and so on, has composed this noun - God.
In person's dictionary and mind, the meaning of God is not identical each other, which varies from person's position and education. The most common is that the hope for the future, the way goes to heaven, the comfort when suffering.

Different person, at different spiritual realm, personalizing the most prominent wish he cared mixed with his intense national characters and his self-characteristic, turns it into an omnipotent strength which is his God flashing saint light in his distant imagination sky.

To the entire humanity, God is the hope and what human beings pray for, as well, the uncertain pain of  their heart  in the future,  their passion and yearning of life,  the fear of losing their lives, and, a kind of helplessness when human beings can't make a breakthrough and understand themselves.

If people know more about life and have a better control to lives, then God's kingdom would be getting smaller. In the ancient time, people did not understand the thunder and lightning, which they thought God was angry. Today the lightning has nothing to do with God. Unfortunately, compared with the universe, how tiny human is, and there is no ending in investigating and perception of the universe. Therefore, God always has a place to live in. In people's eyes, God's domain is not getting small, but He just moved from one place to a new one. Today, God has moved into the realm of the universe explosion.

If God and humans respectively have taken over the known side and unknown side, then these two sides would become safe without conflicts. But human beings who are taking the known side always want to offend the God's domains, making themselves the God, for example, Buddha, Mohammed, Jesus Christ, and some of modern living Buddhists in China and Qi-Gong masters, and so on.

First of all, there are some confusions, the ultimate power created by human’s mind that is omnipotent and omnipresent now appears in humans. Leaving the part of the universe which far goes beyond human's sense aside, to the part of the universe people can see and feel, the earth and human are still just a drop in the sea. We don’t know how many advanced civilization lives are there which are completely different from human life outside of the earth. If the infinite God become one member of the tiny Earth, this is undoubtedly defiled to the greatest of God.

Second, those people claiming to be God, the way of saying, the logic of thinking, not only are filled with the features of humans on the earth, but also the features of the era and place when and where they once lived in, for instance, such as the China Qi-Gong masters, the way of thinking and the language they used entirely belong to the categories who under control by the China Communist party. They neither have the grief on human sins like Jesus Christ, nor have the Buddhist master's indifferent to the wealth and power.

The stories which used by human Gods on the earth to prove their supernatural powers, such as taking things out from the inside of bottles, treating terminal illnesses, floating on the surface of water without sinking, being in two places at once, and so on, illustrate that the imaginations of the human God are so poor, and they can't go beyond the desire of currying flavor by claptrap. Things like these, as if a king who plays with magic tricks and other funny tricks to prove that he has great powers, are ridiculous.

If God exists, it's hard to depict his power with our languages or imaginations. If you have to imagine, you can go and stand by the seaside, listen to the deep and powerful sounds, watch the endless surging waves. Before the sea, not only are you so small, even the world weightlifting champion, or Mao, Hitler, Napoleon, Albert Einstein, or human Gods at all times and all over the world, are, also considered very small. If you throw them into the stormy ocean, all of them will be swallowed by the waves. Their strength is only good at encouraging or forcing people to accept their ideas, theories, and they then achieve their goals relying on their believers. In front of the sea, they are all small as everyone of us.

In front of human beings, the sea seems to be so mighty, however, before God, its force just equals to zero.

As one of the humble members of human beings, I would rather believe that beside human beings, there is a dignified, loving, all-powerful father over there watching us at any time, but I will never accept that when someone among us declares himself to be God or the messenger of God to ruin the final hope of human.











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